Abnormal

I feel like leak of energy recently.

I am still asking myself what I am doing now.

I let myself to relax and rest totally for few months already. But still, I don't know how soon I can bring up my mood back to normal.

Everything seems like acceptable. Responsibilities, burden and all the pressure in life, I should have more than enough energy to face all the challenges every day. I should immune to take all the challenges which I used to be. But how come I feel like not wanted to continue?

I know I am escape to something. But I really don't know I escape for what and why it makes me so uncomfortable.....

Better don't let this continue. But how?