I am forcing myself to think positively even though the situation now is the worst that I had ever been. This is the challenging period to train myself be tough. I am disappointed but I will never give up. I believe the nice and good things will come. It is just the time concern. Life is unpredictable. I don't want to do so many planning as I don't even know how I am going to over comes the situation now. No matter how big the rain, how strong the wind and how worth the storm is, I still have to stay calm with my umbrella, walk through the way to my destination. I believe rainbow is waiting me after the raining days.