I am having very negative thinking recently which I know I not suppose to have that feeling. Life is difficult. I feel like I am falling in the deep hole now waiting luck and see any one can rescue me.
I need good doctor who can really cure my back pain and help me gain back my good health.
I need chances to earn extra income to repay all the back bone treatment charges paid which now under the credit card debts.
What is more importance than health and money?
I still can continue working and I believe I manage to settle all the debts in near future. I just can not imaging those who are in bad sickness but without financial support, how they have chance to continue survive. I am still the lucky one.
So, no more negative thinking!